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Cake day: June 7th, 2023

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  • BuxtonWater@beehaw.orgtoChat@beehaw.orghow's your week going, Beehaw
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    10 months ago

    Great, that date I had the Friday before last looks like it’s gonna turn into at least a short term relationship, very possibly a long term one. Kinda terrified but excited at the same time since it’s my first ever, but it looks like I’m in good hands with this girl when it comes to her guiding me intitially.


  • BuxtonWater@beehaw.orgtoChat@beehaw.orghow's your week going, Beehaw
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    10 months ago

    It has been so far, though I did almost fuck it up by getting too invested too early, thankfully she recognized the signs of that early and after I asked she let me know I was leaning that way a bit in terms of the vibe I was giving off, so I’m trying to put her outta my mind till our next date now. Which kinda sucks to do but I gotta.


  • I’m still reeling from the date I had yesterday, still can’t believe it went so well. A lotta first times all at once, first date, first kiss, first time touching a woman sexually, first time going out with someone to a pub, etc. And the most unbeliveable thing of all is that she is almost just as into me as I am her it feels which makes me feel like a vibrating fuzzball.



  • BuxtonWater@beehaw.orgtoChat@beehaw.orghow's your week going, Beehaw
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    I just scheduled my first ever date with a girl for Friday at 1pm! I am super damn excitied and also super damn anxious at the same time. Never done anything like dating before, so this is all new to me. Thankfully the girl I’m meeting is kind and fun so we should have a good time, I legit can’t remember the last time I felt this happy.

    EDIT: We’re actually meeting up tomorrow!!! Grabbing a few drinks at a pub after she has an appointment in my area, lucky.


  • My atomoxetine dosage has been increased which seems to be working, up to 75mg now and it seems like I might not be moved to a stimulant after all. But I’m still hoping to get a prescription for a low dose of stimulants for when I need actual focus rather than the current semi-focus atomoxetine gives me. Having to buy my pills from hong kong due to poor supply in the UK though which sucks.




  • Pretty good, been spending some time playing games and chatting with this cute trans girl I met on reddit and we’ve started exchanging pics and stuff, which is still something I’m not really used to since I spent most of my childhood and all of my teen years depressed and socially isolated. So it’s been a really refreshing experience that’s boosted my self confidence a lot, especially when she called me cute.


  • Shit like this sucks when it starts to catch up with you, because it’s never at a good time. I sent a single blood pressure reading to my GP and they immediately demanded a full week’s worth as I was borderline hypotensive, so I’m also hoping that shit isn’t too fucked up and need to move my ass in more than one way. Just waiting on the energy from my ADHD medication to start to boost so I can actually start to function though which sucks…